Happy Pills Here I Come

Alright so I still remember I have this thing. Actually I might do a lot better at posting now that I know I can access this site at work again. Which is wonderful as we all know I blog more when I'm working then when I am at home.
Not much of new things to go on. I have finally made the decision to go back on mood stabilizers b/c we  I'm a fucking bitch when I'm not on them and it's starting to affect my work and thats never a good thing. So hopefully in a few weeks I'll be back in a good mood and getting along with everyone at work. Well almost everyone at work, I'm sure some of them will still be able to bring out the bitch in me very easily. But really if no one pissed me off, and I liked everyone who the hell would I make fun of and laugh at? Ok I'm kinda kidding, I make fun of my friends more then I make fun of anyone else.
I have nothing else to say at the moment as I am not quite sure what to talk about anymore. I'll get back into the groove enventially.

Later Dayz :)

Holy Shit I Have One of these?!?!

Right so it has definitely been awhile. Just over a year and a half I believe. I kind of completely forgot I had one of these going. I'm even more surprised I remembered my password.
Well last time I posted I had just received news that I had the job at Husky. I am still at Husky and well everything seems to be alright on the work front.
It seems to be everything else that is falling apart. And I mean everything. About a year ago I was diagnosed as bipolar. Along with being severely depressed. I knew about the depression but was slightly thrown for a loop with the bipolar diagnosis. They loaded me up with anti-depressants and mood stabilizers, had me visiting a counsellor and a psychiatrist. And well I can honestly say that the 4 months I spent on mood stabilizers was the happiest I had been in a very long time. Unfortunately being on all that medication is highly expensive when you don't have any prescription coverage through work as of yet so I ended up having to decide between being happy and eating. Eating won out. Ever since I've been in a weird shift of happy/sad/pissed the fuck off and numbness. I am hoping that soon I will get the news that I have gotten the permanent position at Husky and no longer have to deal with being classified as a temp with no health benefits.
Well to lift the mood a little I still have my ridiculously fucked up sense of humour thankfully. So I have had some good moments the last year but not as many as I would like. But again hopefully that will change soon. Fingers crossed!
Well hopefully it won't be another year and a half or so between posts again. But who am I kidding, I'm not very motivated and I am very talented at putting things off until I forget they exist so it's more then likely that my next post will happen when I remember I have this little blog thing again. Who knows maybe by then I'll have my life turned around and be back on the happy wagon with things looking in my favour.
Well one can dream.

Later Dayz :)

Finally Some Good News!!!!

So it seems that things are finally going my way for once!! I finally herd back from one of the jobs I applied for, and I got the job!! So as of July 30 I will be working for Husky!! So flipping excited!!!
I also had a bad experience to balance out the good one. I blew a tired the other day going over a speed bump. That is not something I ever want to do again! Took my car in and found out all my tires are in bad shape so I had to replace all 4 of them. But I guess I feel better now that they have been changed.
And I had some extra cash left over as I set aside more then I needed to pay for the tires. So I went and bought me a good for you you got the job and congratulations on making it through the last month of hell present. I bought me an iPad!!! And of course I love it! I always know just what I want!!
But that's hall be all for now I think

Later Dayz :)

Crossing my Fingers and Hoping!!!

So for the past few weeks at work I have not been having the greatest time. My boss pretty much forgot to pay me at the end of last month and I had to text her a few times and ask where the hell my paycheck was. And during a really busy week for me consisting of GST cut offs, and contractor spreadsheets needing to be done she comes up to me and asks why I haven't been learning the revenue/invoicing for one of the companies we work for, and when I tell her I haven't had time as I have been busy as hell she had the nerve to tell me to stop making excuses and to get my work done. Seriously bitch your really going to tell me I am not that busy and am making excuses. I don't fucking think so. I am one of the 2 people in your fucking office that works their ass off. So don't fucking tell me I am making excuses!!

So needless to say that after that I have been looking for a new job. I have had an interview with a great company that I really hope that I get!! So I am really hoping and crossing my fingers that I get this job. I really need to get the fuck out of the office I am in. I cannot handle the bullshit of it anymore.

So lets hope that I get a call back this week!!!

Well I guess that is all that I have for now.

Later Dayz :)

Nothing like some old school Zelda Link to the Past!!

So this past week has been rather hellish.. Work is pissing me off, and I've just generally been in a shitty mood. That was until last night!! I went over to Karler's house to chill, and as I walk into her house I here a really familiar  video game playing in the living room, that brought back major fastbacks from my childhood. Her husband was in the living room playing Zelda Link to the Past, on the wii. I had completely forgotten about the fact that on the wii they have some older games available for download. I immediately started dragging Karla out of her house and to future shop so that I could get a wii points card and a classic controller. She laughed at me the whole way, but I didn't care I was on a mission.
I can remember being little and me and my mom would spend hours playing either Zelda or one of the Super Mario games, just laughing and having fun. Definitely brought a smile to my face after I downloaded the game and started playing. It was crazy how much of the game I can remember and the memories it brings back. Definitely was a well needed happiness boost!!
Well I shall speak at you later I'm going back to my game!

Later Dayz :)

A Wii For Me!!!

Ok so I have decided that I should not be allowed to wander around future shop while I am bored. Yesterday while waiting for a prescription to be filled I decided to go wander around futures shop while I waited....I ended up buying a Nintendo Wii and a few games for it! I have no idea why I never decided to buy one before I absolutely love this thing! And I've always been a Nintendo freak so why it took me thing long to buy one I'll never know but I sure am glad I finally did!! So it is safe to say that at the moment I am addicted to Super Mario Bros. for the Wii.
Well that shall be all for now! I am going to go waste the rest of my night playing Super Mario!!
Later Dayz :)