Right so it has definitely been awhile. Just over a year and a half I believe. I kind of completely forgot I had one of these going. I'm even more surprised I remembered my password.
Well last time I posted I had just received news that I had the job at Husky. I am still at Husky and well everything seems to be alright on the work front.
It seems to be everything else that is falling apart. And I mean everything. About a year ago I was diagnosed as bipolar. Along with being severely depressed. I knew about the depression but was slightly thrown for a loop with the bipolar diagnosis. They loaded me up with anti-depressants and mood stabilizers, had me visiting a counsellor and a psychiatrist. And well I can honestly say that the 4 months I spent on mood stabilizers was the happiest I had been in a very long time. Unfortunately being on all that medication is highly expensive when you don't have any prescription coverage through work as of yet so I ended up having to decide between being happy and eating. Eating won out. Ever since I've been in a weird shift of happy/sad/pissed the fuck off and numbness. I am hoping that soon I will get the news that I have gotten the permanent position at Husky and no longer have to deal with being classified as a temp with no health benefits.
Well to lift the mood a little I still have my ridiculously fucked up sense of humour thankfully. So I have had some good moments the last year but not as many as I would like. But again hopefully that will change soon. Fingers crossed!
Well hopefully it won't be another year and a half or so between posts again. But who am I kidding, I'm not very motivated and I am very talented at putting things off until I forget they exist so it's more then likely that my next post will happen when I remember I have this little blog thing again. Who knows maybe by then I'll have my life turned around and be back on the happy wagon with things looking in my favour.
Well one can dream.
Later Dayz :)
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